martes, 8 de diciembre de 2009

Quiero.

Quiero cagarme de hambre. Quiero sufrir. Quiero preocuparme. Quiero saltar. Quiero gritar. Quiero emocionarme. Quiero llorar. Quiero crear. Quiero inspirar. Quiero imitar. Quiero que me imiten. Quiero hacer llorar. Quiero hacer sufrir. Quiero hacer que los demás griten conmigo. Quiero hacer soñar. Quiero saber que hice sentir lo que me hicieron sentir.
QUIERO QUE TODO GIRE EN TORNO A LA MÚSICA.

(In English: I want to fast. I want to suffer. I want to worry. I want to jump. I want to scream. I want to get excited & emotional. I want to cry. I want to create. I want to inspire. I want to imitate. I want to be imitated. I want to make others cry. I want to make other suffer. I want to make others scream with me. I want to make others dream. I want to know that I made others feel what I've felt. I WANT EVERYTHING TO REVOLVE AROUND MUSIC.)



...Just that ♥

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Another night follows the day
Like a child does to its mother
And everywhere I look, I see your face
On the face of others
And I can't escape the pain...

All the questions I went through
I never told myself the truth
I turned my back on you and me
Cause I was scared to see
That we weren't who we used to be
So now I'm...

Trying hard to let go, let you go
But I can't seem to loosen my grip
Trying hard to let go, let you go
Let you go, go...

I feel an emptiness inside
A part of me already died
When I pretended to go on
Like everything's ok

Then all we built began to fall
As I began to lose it all
I shut my eyes and set me free
Cause I was scared to see
That we weren't who we used to be
So now I'm...

Trying hard to let go, let you go
But I can't seem to loosen my grip
Trying hard to let go, let you go
Let you go, go

You're all that I ever wanted
You're everything that I need
But now it's finally over
Time for goodbyes
I need it so now I'm...

Trying hard to let go, let you go
But I can't seem to loosen my grip
Trying hard to let go, let you go
Let you go, go

I'm trying hard to let go...
let you go, go...

Just to make it clear, in my case, this isn't about 'love'; it's about me & my best friend. Yeah. It sucks. I just hope that we can re-build our relationship; we've both changed... so much. At least, I have. Her? I don't know. I haven't talked with her long enough in all these months to be able to tell, so I'm basing my opinion in the brief moments we've had... And yes, all this might sound so exaggerated but she helped me so much, she made me feel understood, something that no-one else could... She wiped that terrible loneliness I felt...

This is why I hate to depend on others.

5 comentarios:

  1. aww recién lei lo que me comentaste :P
    Si me puso re contenta ^^
    ahh lo de la lluvia fué genial! yo conocí una chica en la fila que tenia paraguas, imaginate, 5 personas(una que valia por 2 porque media como 2 metros D:) abajo de esos paraguas nuevos chiquititos XDDD me mojé toda, pero no me importaba nada xddd
    Siii, las fotitos esas las amo *-* en especial la de music saves lives♥

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  2. jajajajaja pero mojarse lo hizo aún más divertido♥
    son re lindas ^_^ son de algo en especial?

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  3. no, nada. las encontré y me encantaron♥
    Ahora cuando tenga la cámara voy a poder hacer las mias :D xd

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  4. Hey, Teff :)

    I have always liked this Hoobastank song, so props on your wonderful taste.

    As for your best-friend situation, well... People grow and change, Teff. It's the way life is. But nothing is ever set in stone and when the love between two people is true, there's always a way to fit with each other. I'm hoping that things will work out for the best for the two of you.

    Besitos, Teff, y qué te lo pase bien. (Sorry for the mistakes)

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  5. I know that's true, but.. it hurts me so much I get all childish. See, she hasn't had time in like 6 months to see me because she's busy with university, yet she has time to see her boyfriend and other friends.. she says she doesn't have time to see me, and then I hear her tell someone else what a great time they had the other day or if they want to go see her after work next week...
    If she isn't interested in seeing me that's fine, but I wish she'd tell me that! She just keeps putting excuses for everything, but doesn't explain anything.. whatever.. hopefully one day she'll find enough time and interest to talk to me...

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