...that I can't explain...
...so would I be out of line...
...if I said... I miss you...?
I want to get close to him... but I'm scared, I'm afraid...
I have no experience in this at all and yet I'm expecting so much.. I think my standards are too high for anyone, really.. but if it's not him, then who...? I didn't think there'd ever be someone before meeting him, so I shouldn't think this way.. But really, it's so rare.. I don't want to ruin this... He makes me smile.. at anytime.. but what if when he really gets to know me, he doesn't want me anymore? What if there's no 'dark side' to him? I know, we've all got it... but he just seems so simple, so happy.. probably because I barely know him.. but what if I ruin him..? I don't want to make mistakes, I don't want to hurt him or do anything wrong with him.. but there's no way I won't make any mistakes..
...I don't like this... I just want to see him and hear him laugh and be happy with him.. but I'm probably asking for too much... why the hell would someone like me deserve someone like him? I'm just so wrong, while he's so right...
I wish I could see him again.. I need to find some excuse, something really tempting that he can't refuse... I don't know what to do.. I want to tell him, but face-to-face, I'm sick of being a coward.. but even if I see him, will I be able to tell him? I'm so stupid.. I don't even have a right to like him, and yet I can't help it.. I can't see how anyone could...
- I've got a really great compliment for you, and it's true.
- ...I'm so afraid you're about to say something awful.
- Don't be pessimistic, it's not your style. Okay, here I go: Clearly, a mistake. I've got this, what - ailment? My doctor, a shrink that I used to go to all the time, he says that in fifty or sixty percent of the cases, a pill really helps. I *hate* pills, very dangerous thing, pills. Hate. I'm using the word "hate" here, about pills. Hate. My compliment is, that night when you came over and told me that you would never... well, you were there, you know what you said. Well, my compliment to you is, the next morning, I started taking the pills.
- I don't quite get how that's a compliment for me.
- You make me want to be a better man.
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ResponderEliminarHey, Teff :)
ResponderEliminarSo, you're in love? Good for you. Great for him. Look, you might think that he is as good as it gets for you (and, yes, I love that movie too), but have you ever thought that getting someone like you is the best for him?
You have got to start loving yourself, girl. You deserve as much happiness as you wish for the man you love. And you deserve a man you wishes that much happiness for you too.
I may not know a lot about life, but I am pretty sure of this: there's nothing better than loving someone and being loved back. There's nothing better than feeling that your life is so much grander because he is in it; there's nothing better than him telling you that his life is perfect because you're in it.
Love really is a two-way street. And you deserve it, remember that.
Besitos*
Love this Incubus song, too. You have great taste, so your clearly not as twisted as you think. ;))
That movie's so awesome ♥, I've seen it so many times and I still laugh every time!
ResponderEliminarThanks for the words :), and sorry I replied so late, I've been busy lately.
I don't really know what to add to what you said, but I really really love & apreciate your comments ♥